Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Trying out Liese Hair dye

Trying out Liese Hair dye...

After being influenced by my piggy cousin, I decided to go and try the Liese Hair dye...
Basically it's a DIY hair dye, which foams and you just apply it like shampooing ur hair.

The verdict?

1) It gives a pretty colour!!! I chose Mocha Orange, it wasn't as light as I thought it'd be but good enough. I like it!

2) Though it is quite pretty, you have to be really careful, do rub it into the roots as well, as there is the risk that the colour will come out unevenly. That's what happened to mine.

3) Really really easy to use. And I mean idiotproof. Mix 2 solutions, wear gloves, rub in, wait 20 min and dang! U've got hair of different colour :)

What do I say about this colour?

I like it and WILL definitely use it again!!!

There you go! it's ur call on this one :)


Thursday, September 24, 2009

God...

I don't understand why this is all happening
I don't understand why my mummy had to have cancer 12 years ago
I don't understand why she had to fight so hard and yet still die at the end
I don't understand how your plans work

But all I can do is trust.

God....

I feel hurt
I feel hurt that my prayers didn't work
I feel hurt that miracles didn't happen
I feel hurt that mummy didn't say the sinners prayer before she died

But all I can do is trust.

God...

Even though I feel hurt, lost and I can't understand, I know you have it all in control. I love you

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Things that make me smile

There are 10 things that make me smile
1) GOD - If not for him, I'd still be lost. I'd be bitter. I'd be the un-confident me that I was 5 years ago. I wouldn't know how to smile, I wouldn't be strong like I am right now. Yes, I Yes, I have experienced pain, hardships, heartwrenching, heart breaking moments. BUT it is for him that I stand proudly and say that I'm daddy's girl.

2) MY FAMILY - We are a unique bunch of people. Couldn't have stood stronger than I am now if not for mummy's influence. Couldn't have been the happy, bubbly self I am now if not for da jie jie and jack. Couldn't have learnt to love if not for wei and er jie jie and keat and everyone at home. I am blessed. I have a home. I call it mine :)

3) JEREMY - What can I say? He just makes me smile. When I'm upset, he lends me his shoulder. When I cry, he's there to soothe me. When I go silly we both laugh together. He complements me :) He really does. Am blessed because of him. 6 months on... And I still feel like I'm the luckiest girl ever :)

4) BEST FRIENDS - They make me smile, listen to my woes, and cry with me... Tho some of them cry even before I do... BUT I truly am blessed, because you have blessed me :)
Lin, Xin, Seng, Tim... Thank you...

AND OF COURSE

5) BEAUTIFUL FLOWERS WHICH BRIGHTEN UP MY DAY

6) 2-YEAR-OLD BLOG POSTS WHICH SOUND REALLY GAY

7) CUSTOMERS AT WORK WHO MAKE ME SMILE

8) COLLEAGUES WHO ARE SWEET

9) MUSIC LESSONS

10) BABIES

:)

I love my life... It's beautiful...

All God given... GLory to HIM

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Thank you... :)

This is probably the very last one U'd see... I know you prob won't see this, BUT I still have to say it... Thank you...

Regardless of all the hurts, all the pain that I've experienced due to our "unusual" friendship in the past, I am still blessed by you...

I was reading my previous blog posts, and I realised that how much I'm focussing now on the hurt that has been caused. I truly dislike you... (or rather disliked)... Forgetting on the good that you've brought, the joy that you have brought, and focussing on the hurts caused by a friendship gone wrong...

Thank you :)
God has not promised Skies always blue,
flower-strewn pathways all our lives through;
God has not promised sun without rain,
joy without sorrow, peace without pain.
But God has promised strength for the day,
rest for the labor, light for the way,
grace for the trials, help from above,
unfailing sympathy, undying love.

By Annie Johnson Flint

Yes... My skies aren't always blue, my road hasn't always been a bed of roses. I haven't been joyful without first feeling sorrow, neither have I felt peace before pain.

BUT yes, My GOD gives me the strength to go through the day. Strength to smile, to love, to rest, to believe again...

He has given me strength to love again, to trust again...

Loving my God :)
"Princess, look out of the window... Welcome to Genovia, your home"

This statement was made by the butler (Josef) in Princess Diaries...

Maybe... Just maybe... one day I will hear the same words...

"Princess, look out of the window... Welcome to Heaven, your home"

And my daddy in heaven will be smiling down at me :)

Sunday, December 14, 2008

—-YOUR BOY SIDE—-
[X] You love jeans.
[X] Dogs are better than cats.
[] It's hilarious when people get hurt
[] Shopping is torture
[] Sad movies suck.
[] You own a car racing game.
[] You played with Hot Wheels cars as a kid.
[X] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[X]You owned a PSP, DS, PS2, N64,or Sega,ps3
[X] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[X] You have watched sports on TV
[] Gory movies are cool.
[] You go to your dad for advice.
[] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[] You used to collect hockey cards.
[] Baggy sweats are cool to wear.
[] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[X] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[X] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[] Sports are fun
[X] You talk with food in your mouth.
[] You sleep with your socks on at night.
[X]You have fished at least once.

Total: 10/24

—-YOUR GIRL SIDE—-
[X] You love to shop.
[X] You wear eyeliner
[X] You wear the color pink.
[] You go to your mom to talk.
[X] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[] You hate wearing the color black.
[X] You like going to the mall.
[X] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures
[X] You like wearing jewelry.
[X] You cried watching The Notebook.
[X] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[X] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[X] You don't like the movie Star Wars
[] You are/were in gymnastics
[X] It takes you one hour or more to shower, get dressed, and make-up
[X] You smile a lot more than you should.
[X] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[X] You care about what you look like.
[X] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[X] You like wearing high heel shoes.
[X] You used to play with dolls as little kid.
[X] You like putting make-up on others.
[X] You like being the star of everything.
[X] Pink is one of your favorite colors.

total: 21/24

Appearance •
[] I am taller than 6'4''
[] I am shorter than 5′5″.
[X] I have many scars.
[X] I tan/ burn easily.
[X] I wish my hair was a different color.
[X] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[] I have a tattoo.
[X] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[] I've had/have braces.
[X] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[X] I have more than two piercings.
[X] I have / had piercings in places besides my ears.

total: 8/12

• Embarrassment •
[] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[X] Disney movies still make me cry.
[X] I've snorted while laughing.
[X] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[X] I've glued my hand to something.
[] I've laughed 'til some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[] I've had my pants rip in public.

total: 4/7

• Health •
[] I've gotten stitches.
[] Broken a bone.
[] I've had my tonsils removed.
[X] I've sat in a doctor's office with a friend.
[] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[] I've had serious surgery.
[X] I've had chicken pox.

total: 2/7

• Traveling •
[X] I've driven / riden over 200 miles in one day.
[X] I've been on a plane.
[] I've been to Canada.
[] I've been to Cuba.
[] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[] I've been to Ottawa.
[] I've gone to Sudbury.
[] I've been to the Caribbean.
[] I've been to Europe.
[] I've been to Florida.
[X] I've been to Asia
[] I've been to Hawaii
[] I've been to South America
total: 3/13

• Experiences •
[] I've gotten lost in my city.
[X] I've seen a shooting star.
[X] I've wished on a shooting star.
[] I've seen a meteor shower.
[X] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[X] I've been to a casino.
[] I've been skydiving.
[] I've gone skinny-dipping.
[] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[] I've crashed a car.
[] I've been skiing.
[X] I've been in a musical.
[] I've caught a snowflake or snow on my tongue.
[] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[] I've sat on a rooftop at night.
[X] I've played a prank on someone.
[X] I've ridden in a taxi.
[] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[X] I've eaten Sushi.
[] I've been snowboarding.

total: 8/22

• Relationships •
[] I'm single.
[X] I'm in a relationship.
[] I'm engaged.
[] I'm married.
[X] I miss someone right now.
[] I've gotten divorced.
[X] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[X] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.

total: 4/8•

Honesty / Crime •
[X] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[X] I've cheated while playing a game.
[] I've ran a red light.
[] I've witnessed a crime.
[] I've been in a fist fight.
[] I've been arrested.

total: 2/7

• Death and Suicide •
[X] I'm afraid of dying.
[X] I hate funerals.
[X] I've seen someone / something dying.
[] Someone close to me has attempted / committed suicide.
[X] I've planned my own suicide before.
[] I've written a will for myself.

total: 4/6

• Materialism •
[] I own over 5 rap CD's.
[] I have/have had an unhealthy obsession with anime / manga.
[] I own designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[] I own something from Pac Sun.
[] I collected comic books.
[] I own something from The Gap.
[X] I own something I got on E-Bay.
[] I own something from Abercrombie

total: 1/9

• Random •
[X] I can sing well .
[] Stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[X] I open up to others easily
[] I watch the news.
[] I don't kill bugs
[X] I sing in the shower.
[] I am a morning person.
[] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[] I am a sports fanatic.
[X] I twirl my hair
[X] I care about grammar.
[] I have "?"'s in my screen name.
[] I love spam.
[] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[X] I bake well.
[X] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red, blue, black, purple, or orange.
[X] I would wear pajamas to school.
[] I like Martha Stewart.
[] I know how to shoot a gun.
[] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[X] I laugh at my own jokes
[] I eat fast food weekly.
[] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[X] I am really ticklish!
[] I like white chocolate.
[X] I bite my nails.
[X] I'm good at remembering faces.
[X] I'm good at remembering names.
[] I'm good at remembering dates.
[X] I honestly have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[X] All my answers were totally honest

total: 15/32

Thursday, August 07, 2008

Tomorrow we're gonna watch the Olympics together at Lynn's house...

Suddenly the excitement is getting to me...



可能是因为听了MV过后吧。。。 突然觉得自己身为华人,真的真的非常非常幸运。。。 有共同的语言,共同的肤色。。。 身上流着共同的血。。。

不知大家会不会跟我有共同的想法? 庆幸自己是华人, 不是别种肤色的人。。。 庆幸自己会说华语。。。 可能因为如此, 自己非常鄙视会说中文, 但又坚持不说, 还坚持"chinese is a stupid language" 的人。。。 星期六遇上了一个那么样的人, 把我气得。。。 差那么一点就在他脸上刻下一个疤了。。。

argh... how I dislike these kind of ppl...

Sunday, August 03, 2008

小公主为买车而烦了。。。

Insurance... bargains... argh...

似乎觉得自己长大了。。。 不再需要依靠任何人。。。 我想,当你开始为生活琐碎的东西烦的时候,你已经长大了。。。

Look at this vid by d way...

Very touching...